05 April, 2008

I give up!

So I went out with Tall again. (Saw Run, Fatboy, Run which is pretty good, though not nearly as good as Hot Fuzz and Shawn of the Dead.) And, yes, I think I'm already not too into him...


It's official, I belong on Seinfeld. It's so stupid, but like the way he talks sometimes or laughs...bothers me! He's a sweetheart and interested in things I'm interested in, etc., but I get turned off by stupid little things! My one hope is that some of it is some sort of nerves thing, cuz some of it seems that way and might go away once he's more comfortable with me...but who knows if we'll get to that point.

I might give this one at least one more shot, as opposed to Yoga who I just can't. But I just don't see it sticking.

I think one of the things that keeps me stuck on Little is possibly, all his little stupid things that annoy me I've already gotten past and accept and I'm used to. And I just don't want to deal with getting through that again.

I also kind of...well, I want to be swept away! You know? I don't want to have to say "Oh, I'll give this guy another shot, maybe I'll like him." I want to be super excited to go out with him every time!!! If it's not exciting in the beginning, it's not likely to GROW into excitement. I at least deserve to have it for a little while! :P

Cripes, this is just getting stressful. I really want to give up on dating. I like how I've always got something to do and friends to hang out with. I don't need a date!

We'll see how I feel when it's been more than a month since I've gotten laid... ;-)

The End.

2 comments:

THIGHS said...

The best thing about the Seinfeld gang is how they put themselves first. Of course that could be the worst thing about them too, but fuck it! Enjoy singledom while you WANT to enjoy it. :)

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