One down...

So I went on a second date with Yoga yesterday. Overall, it was a nice day, we had brunch at around 1 and then rode out bikes (I LOVE MY NEW BIKE!!!) for about an hour on the boardwalk. Nice.

But it's over for Yoga...poor Yoga.

He's a really nice guy...and cute (not HOT, but cute), but I just don't feel it. Maybe I AM being Seinfeld about it, but he's a little weird...and he talks weird, kind of mumbles, laughs a lot weirdly...(haha TOTALLY Seinfeld) and the most annoying thing: he has this habit of CONSTANTLY finishing my sentences...but WRONG. He'll repeatedly finish my thought and then I have to tell him no and THEN finish what I was saying. It's so fucking annoying! But he doesn't do it in a mean way or anything, so I can't be mad, but gah! Drove me nuts!

Ew, and then I kept seeing snot hanging down his nose when we were riding our bikes. Yes, it was kind of cold and that shit happens, I know, but it would be there too long before he wiped it away. Gross. TOTALLY turned me off. ::sigh:: Like I said, poor guy.

I could have kept riding, but I really just wanted to get away so I told him I was tired and had to take a nap (that the riding wore me out). I didn't totally lie, I did nap for about 1/2 hour but that was an hour or so after I got home. Now I have to figure out how to get out of this. LUCKILY, he knows how busy I am, so I can put it off for awhile and then he's going away for three weeks. Hopefully I can stall until then so it's like been over a month and it'll be easier to just tell him I don't have time to date anyone, or something like that. We'll see.

Meanwhile, Tall called again — HE was away for a few days — and hopefully we'll do something on Tuesday. I already had something to do, but I asked if he just wanted to come along. Hopefully it won't be too weird with some friends around, I know it's only the second date. But I figured we could have dinner before this comedy thing and then afterwards we usually all go to a bar so maybe it won't be so weird as long as I pay attention to him. We'll see, he hasn't called back yet (I left this suggestion in a message, he doesn't have a mobile).

Oh, I just remembered too, Yoga also made some awkward attempts to like kiss me or SOMEthing, wasn't sure WHAT he was trying. When we came back to my house after brunch to get my bike, I had to use the bathroom so he came inside and I showed him around a bit. In the living room and in my room, he like stood real close and like KIND OF put his around around my waist, but not really...it was awkward. I don't know if he wanted to make out or what. I mean, we made out A LOT on the first date, but we were also pretty fucking trashed. It would have been weird...I guess especially b/c I wasn't feelin' it. I guess he IS.

Gah! I hate that it's so rare that the guy and the girl are on the same page (well, not rare in general), or barely anyone would be in a relationship, but I guess rare in each individuals life). Like why can't he also not see how it's not there. He'd be a good enough guy to hang out with once and awhile if we were friends, but it's just not there otherwise.

Ah well...I still have hope for Tall. But who knows, I'm a fucking dumb-ass...

The End.